Hurting

Right now I am hurting and missing my mom more than ever. I have so much to do, but I am physically hurting, my chest and stomach have clenched from the emotions, and all I can think about is this hurt. I can't even just crawl into bed because I started changing the sheets this morning to do some laundry before I went to the university and it's completely stripped. This is the most I've hurt probably since last December. Perhaps I'm making more out of this anniversary coming up then I should, but it's just hurting so much. Right now it basically feels like it's only been a day or two, and a lifetime at the same time.