Since April, I have felt like I've been in a complete tailspin. I realized on tuesday that what I've been feeling is...an emotion that I know very well. Grief.
Grief over the very strong probability of infertility. My friend B, who had a bone marrow transplant put the words exactly thus..."It's like all your future children dying to find out about infertility".
Maybe this would have been easier had I heard it when I was younger. Or maybe it would have simply pushed me to suicide attempts at a younger age.
Grief.
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